..flightless bird- 'its just me.!'

ok, malungkot aq.. malungkot na malungkot..

ilang araw n nga aqng umiiyak eh..

i feel and look like a fool..

nsa jip aq, bigla nlang mangingilid luha q..

nsa simbahan aq, kumakanta ng 'ama namin', naiiyak aq..

langyah, muka na qng tanga eh..!!

i feel so useless..

a TRASH..

un aq..

mula ng pasukin q ung chenes na un,

lahat n nang kind of stress naranasan q..

physical stress,
mental stress,
at higit sa lahat,
emotional stress.,.

ewan q bah,

hirap palang maging debater na hindi magaling..

i dont want to adjudicate,
i dont want to do reply speeches,

i want to DEBATE..

i really want to..

and im trying my best.

damn it..!!

naiinis aq sa sarili q..!!

damn..!!

kung matagal n qng ngquit sa debsoc,

cguro di q nararanasan mga stress na toh..

cguro hndi aq nasasaktan ngayon..

pero ewan q bah,

i cant and i dont want to quit..

cguro masokista talaga aq..

cguro matigas talaga ulo q..

cguro gusto q talaga yung napapahiya aq at
pinamumukha sakin na isa aqng average. mediocre. ordinary. run of the mill.

wala aqng panama sa iba qng mga kasama..

tsk.

valedictorian ung isa, scholar nmn c centrum..

eh aq..?

section 6 out of section 8 nga aq nung 4th yr high school aq eh.,.

hai, rants.rants.rants..

puro nlang aq rants..

kelan kya magkakaroon ng sense mga sinasabi q..??